18th Sep 2010
Saturday // 10am // 1 year ago
I apologize
Sorry tumblr I do not visit you as much as I should.
Can we make this work?
18th Sep 2010
Saturday // 8am // 1 year ago
Things are Looking Up
In school
In work
and EVEN my love life
GASP
17th Sep 2010
Friday // 9pm // 1 year ago
15th Sep 2010
Wednesday // 8pm // 1 year ago
Am I alone when I say this?
Gaga’s meat dress for the VMAS was disgusting.
07th Sep 2010
Tuesday // 3pm // 1 year ago
Bottoms up!
07th Sep 2010
Tuesday // 3pm // 1 year ago
Toasted Marshmallow Milkshake
Servings: One 16-ounce milkshake or two 8-ounce milkshakes
Ingredients
Non-stick cooking spray
9 large marshmallows
1/4 cup whole milk
11 ounces premium vanilla ice cream (about 1 and 3/4 packed cups)
Toasted marshmallows, for garnish (optional)
Chocolate bars, for garnish (optional)
Graham crackers, for garnish (optional)
Instructions
1. Preheat the broiler. Line a rimmed baking sheet with parchment paper and spray with nonstick cooking spray.
2. Arrange the marshmallows flat on the baking sheet and place under the broiler until the tops are a deep golden brown color, about 40 seconds. Remove from the oven, carefully turn the marshmallows over, and briol until they are deep golden brown. Remove from the oven and let cool slightly.
3. Combine the marshmallows and milk in a blender and blend for 5 seconds. Add the ice cream and blend until smooth, about 10 seconds. Garnish with graham crackers, chocolate, and marshmallows (if using). Serve immediately.
via the curvy carrot
*we interrupt this program to bring you this fucking tummygasm*
AHHHHHH GET IN MY BELLY RIIIIGHT NOW
YUM!
06th Sep 2010
Monday // 8am // 1 year ago
There’s Still a Shot and I’m Not Talking Patron Either.
He didn’t meet with her…I don’t think he talked to her, he would’ve told me, since he told me everything else. That’s good. And we still talk a lot. He wants to hang out with me too. He brought it up not me (I was jubilant when he asked)! And at work we are attached at the hip almost, even if he is at returns and I’m in garden. I was trying not to like anyone but that failed. He’s just a good guy. And he isn’t sick of me yet! Haha. I just hope it works, but we’ll see. I’m trying not to jump in like with J, that fucked me over. Wish me luck!
06th Sep 2010
Monday // 8am // 1 year ago
This is the greatest fucking chart. EVER.
03rd Sep 2010
Friday // 11pm // 1 year ago
Moving On, but with Some Extra Baggage
So the good news is that J is out of the picture. And I’ve moved onto another. R believe it or not. He’s very funny and we talk a lot! I think we have some mutual attraction towards each other, but here’s the problem: his ex is still in the picture. She wants back in his life. She wants to meet with him on Sunday. My heat sank when he told me this. I didn’t think I would like him that way, but I guess so. I want him to be happy but not with her since I do like him but if that’s what he wants fine. I’ve never felt that way about a guy before…wanting him to be happy. Maybe I do care. Or maybe I’m just fed up with guys and how they’ve become and how I’ve been treated I’m giving in. I don’t know. We are now close and I just don’t know what he sees me as. We flirt like no other. Last night I thought it was a giveaway when he said I was on his favorites list and I was 1 on it, he didn’t actually say but he was sneaky about it haha. And he wanted to be number 1 on mine. I’m just confused. I like him more than a friend, but with his ex in the picture my chances with him decreased.
01st Sep 2010
Wednesday // 4pm // 1 year ago
Over him. Over it. Over us.
I’ve realized I’m over J! Yay! Haha. Every time I see his picture, or something I don’t get sad. I don’t get happy or even mad. I’m just like whatever. If and when he contacts me I’m just gonna set him straight. I can’t lead him on like he did to me. I’d be just as bad. So whatever. But I feel good! A and I are making little progress it seems. I give up…at the moment. R and I are way close now. I think there is some mutual attraction but who knows. I’m not gonna rush it. It happens, it happens. Still single…that’s what I don’t like.
25th Aug 2010
Wednesday // 11pm // 1 year ago
24th Aug 2010
Tuesday // 9pm // 1 year ago
Breaking Free
So I discovered a self realization yesterday…J is still with his girl. Not okay. So I decided I’m done. He posted a pic of her online too! Almost like a slap in the face perhaps? Anywho, I’m tired of being strung along like beads on fishing line to make a necklace. He can’t seem to commit whatsoever. He’s lied many times. I’m done. I’m tired of the confusion, crying, angry, shock, all of it. He isn’t worth my time. I’m gonna try to avoid him. He may come by work but whatever. I’ll make it clear to him I don’t want him in my life in that way. There is a chance we could be friends but ehhh I have doubts! I’m not gonna contact him, look online at his stuff, message him, text him, whatever. Not doing it! I need to heal. He’s damaged me enough, but this time I feel stronger. Maybe thanks to Katy Perry’s new album? Maybe I know it isn’t right? Maybe I’m fed up? Who knows! He can get ahold of me if he wants, I’m sure he will, but I am gonna make him sweat. I’m not gonna respond right away or even at all! A taste of his own medicine? I think yes! As for a guy I’m into, not anyone at the moment, I can’t see A and I making much progress at the moment. It could happen maybe? One of my old high school classmates, AW, is into me but he is a bad boy I think. Sweet J has been busy sadly. One of the other J’s friends F is showing signs but he is a playa too. And that would mean I’ve gotten with J, R and F, who are all best friends. Bad idea. RF from work is one if my friends and it seems like there is some chemistry there. But not sure…speaking of which he just text me! Ha! I don’t wanna rush anything though. I just need to stay strong. I know this time I will.
23rd Aug 2010
Monday // 4pm // 1 year ago
KATY PERRY’S “TEENAGE DREEM”: NEW ALBUM
Thank you iTunes for letting me stream it a day early! It is AMAZING! I used to not like her but it’s great! :)
-I'm Natalie.
